Tuesday 30 October 2012

pyar tune kya kiya..... - dolly



hellooo frnds..
i m parul... pyar... jb b ye nam kahi aata h, to kisi k face pe smile to kisi k aakhon me aanshu hote h...
kuch to sari baat kah jate h aur kuch ro k rah jate h...
hm b apni story share karna chahenge is ummid k sath k us tk hmari baat pahunch jaye...
mera pahla aur aakhiri pyar kuch is tarah se h...
us tym hm 13 yrs k the... wo hmari taai k yahan aata tha,uska nam rishabh h taai k bhai ka beta tha wo n jb b aata to hmari jo b chize hoti thi jaise pic, book, dairy, kuch b use le k hmari cousin k saamne mera mazak udata tha, n fir jb hm taai k yahan jate to hm b kuch na kuch aisa karte... hm dono ne kbhi ek dusre ko dekha nhi tha, aur ladte rahte the, fir uska hme bol k jana ladna hme achcha lagne laga h kuch feel karne lage the uske liye... kai baar hm dono k milne k mauke lage pe kisi na kisi vajah se nhi mil paye........... 
is tym hmari age 17 thi jb fir hmari badi cousin ki shadi fix hui hm to bahut khush ki rishabh b aayega.. di ki sagaai hui wo nhi aaya. fir di ka tilak hua tb b nhi aaya.. hm bahut uadas the ki ab shyad pata nhi kb milenge n pata chala ki wo shadi me b nhi aayega....
di ki shadi ka din aa gaya sabhi bahut khush the hm b khushi khushi hr kaam me aage badh rahe the bt dil udas tha, hm sabse dur ek room me ja k baith gaye n ek rose le k usme love me n dont love me khelne lage......... tbhi hmari chhoti cousin aayi aur boli chal kisi se milwati hu, hm b bura sa muh bana k uth gaye n jb hm dusre room me pahuche to ek banda hmare saamne tha usne hmse bola namaste jii aap parul h... hmne ha main sir hilaya n tbhi cousin ne bola ki ye rishabh h,.... us tym to hme kuch samjh me nhi aaya n hm wahan se bina kuch bole bhag gaye.... aur jaise ki bahut thand pad rahi thi ti hm tea banane lage sabke liye.....
hm dono bs ek dusre ko dekh rahe the bt baat nhi ho pa rahi thi pr ek dusre ko kuch na kuch cmnt kr hi dete... 
sham ho gayi sab ready hone chale gaye... us tym hmne rishabh ki fev color ki blue saree pahni hi thi, n jb hm di k sath jaimaal k liye aaye to rishabh hmare saamne tha bt hm kuch b nhi kah pa rahe the....... aur fir ........... jaimaal ho gaya fir hmne dekha ki rishabh hmari frnd ko bahut dekh raha ttha hme bahut gussa aayi thi n hmara mood upset ho gaya tha aur b shadi hone lagi to b rishabh hmari frnd k saamne hi baitha tha... hm chale gaye wahan se... uske baad shadi vidai sab ho gai n rishabh apne ghr chala gaya jo ki hmare ghar se 400km dur tha........ aur baad me hm rote rahe ki km se km dil ki baat to kah dete.... bt god hmare sath tha..... 
garmiyo ki chhuttiyo me hm taai k yahan gaye aur do din baad rishabh b aa gaya hm dono ne as a frnd bahut bate ki aur fir 2 din baad hi taai ko kahi jana tha to hm fir apna ghar wo b apne ghr pr hmne soch liya tha kah k to rahenge hmne kuch din baad rishabh ko call ki aur bol diya...RISHABH I LOVE U SO MUCH............
rishabh ka ans.. R U MAD? I DONT......
hmne ph. cut kr diya aur soch liya ki bhul jayenge use.. bt dosto by god hmne bahut koshish ki nhi bhul paye... 
is tym hm 19 yers k the jb use call ki aur ek dost ki tarah baat ki qki hm use khona nhi chahte the.......... aur baat karte karte ek din usne hme bola ki moti I LIKE U...... hmne bola I KNOW..... fir usne bola ki pagal I LOVE U 2............ hm kuch b bol nhi pa rahe the bs aansho ne hmare face bhigo diya tha aur wo pareshn ho k call cut kr diya tha..... fir normal bate hone lagi..... hmne to bs yahi feel hota tha... AAJ MAIMN UPAR AASMA NICHE AAJ AAGE JAMANA PICHHE...... 
fir rishabh ne hmse wo sare wade kiye jiske hr ladki sapne dekhti h zindagi bhar sath rahna ka apne pyar k sath....... aur fir ek din rishbh ka msg aaya ki main shadi nhi kr sakta qkihm dono dur k hi sahi pr bhai bahan h........ hmne bola aisa nhi hota tha kon sa tum mere khandaan k ho bt usne kuch nhi suna aur ph. cut kar diya hmne dubara milya wo num off tha n fir us num pe kbhi b baat nhi hui........
hm b haar manne walo me se nhi tha fir se num ka pata kiya aur baat ki fir se hm dono ek dusre se wade karne lage aur usne bola ki ha kuch nhi aise rishte se hm dono shadi karenge... hmne ek mrng rishabh ko call ki to num off.. hmne suicide ki koshish ki bt bach gaye papa ko bata diya ki pyar me kiya ye sab bt ladke ka nam nhi bataya socha ki jb ladka taiyar hi nhi h to kaise bolu........ 
fir b hm use pane k liye uske city lucknow gaye ghrwalo se jhut bol k bahut pata kiya uska clg se frnds se bt kahi b pata nhi chala... mummy ki call aa gayi ki ghr aao papa ki tabiyat khrab h... hm ghr aa gaye papa bole ki beta teri shadi dekhna chahta hu hmne yes bol diya papa ne jahan bola wahi shadi kar li btsasural wale b hurt karne wale hi mile.... aur fir saal bhar k andar papa hme hmesha k liye chhod k chale gaye....... meri life me ek unka hi pyar sab kuch tha, pr ab wo b nhi h aur hmne kbhi b kisi se dosti nhi ki thi kyunki papa hi sabse achche frnd the.......... hme jeene k bilkul man nhi h qki ab lyf me kuch nhi tha... hmne socha ki rishabh se puchh le ki usne hme sach me pyar kiya tha ya sirf time pass tha to hm khushi khushi mar jate hmne rishabh k nam pata kiya aur call ki......... hmari bate kuch is tarah thi.....
me. hiii rishabh
rishbh... who r u?
me.. pahchano.
rishbh. awaz to pahchan rahe h bt yaad nhi kon wali h ho tum..
me.. ohhh grt.. hm wahi h jiske liye tumne num change karna padta tha..
rishbh. parul.. q call ki aur kahan se num mila..
me,.. chhodo ye baat kya hm frbd ban sakte h aapke
rishbh... no 
me. pyar k liye nhi bol rahe h shadi k liye b nhi kah rahe h qki shadi ho chuki hmari.. bs jeene k liye aapki dosti chahiye
rishbh.... m sorry.. no.. main sab bhul chuka hu
me.. hm sirf dost bana lo
rishbh,, ab call mt karna hmari gf ko pata chalega naraz ho jayegi.
hm nhi bhul sakte aapko, plz rishbh hm bahut pyar karte h aur mar b nhi sakte nhi to hmari mumma ekdm tut jayegi aur jee b nhi pa rahe h sirf aur sirf dosti chahiye..
rishbh ka koi ans nhi tha usne ph. cut kar diya tha.. hmne fir call ki bt num off... hmne msg kiya... rishbh jabse pyar o samjha h aapse hi pyar kiya h aur karte rahenge aap jitni nafrat karoge hm utna pyar karenge... hme pata h ki hmari shadi ho chuki h bt pyar ko nhi bhil sakte sirf aapki dosti chahiye thi... bt aap hme bhul chule ho hm aapko kbhi b pareshn nhi karenge kbhi nhi......... stupid i love u so much... byyeee n all d best 4 your loving future..

frnds hmne apna pyar hmesha k liye kho diya plz god se pray kariyega ki use bs hmare pyar ka ehsaas ho ki sach me koi use itna pyar karta h... 

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